One Month...

Today is September 14. A month has gone by. Thirty-one days with nothing to do....

No specific purpose in life, no sense of security, and declining self-confidence.

It's like I've entered a bridge to nowhere (not in Alaska though, haha). Everything is still an unknown.

I revisited campus on Friday for the Philosophy Dept. Awards Night... It was good to be back, it was like returning home yet it's not exactly home to me anymore. Actually, it felt more like a deja vu... it was like I FELT LIKE I've been here before, but it was just a feeling, nothing was realistic about it, nothing was familiar anymore....

With Prof. Kim Chow-Morris, enjoyed her American Pop Music class a lot!!!! Learned so much about the history of pop music and the stories, causes, and social impact of each genre. Beatles, Bob Dylan, Joni Mitchell, Bruce Springsteen are just some of the artists I started listening to and fell in love with after this course!



Photos Taken & Editted by: Dominic
Date: Sep 12, 2008
Location: Ryerson University, Toronto
Was Listening To:


Paranoid Android - Radiohead
Thunder Road - Bruce Springsteen
Independence Day - Martina McBride
Not Dark Yet - Bob Dylan
This Flight Tonight - Joni Mitchell
走過的路 - 蔡健雅
歌 . 頌 - 陳奕迅
The Best Is Yet To Come - at17
下落不明 - 黃耀明 (Feat. 林憶蓮)
她成功了他沒有 - 楊千嬅

Just another soldier on a road to nowhere...

Photo Taken & Editted by: Dominic

Date: Sep 9, 2008

Location: Markham, Newmarket, Unionville

Was Listening to:

Santa Monica - Savage Garden

Festival - Sigur Ros

Bada Bada - Joanna Wang

Anyway - Martina McBride

A & E - Goldfrapp

Streets Of Philadelphia - Bruce Springsteen

與別不同 - 何韻詩

思念 - 蔡健雅

頹 - 容祖兒
倒帶人生 - 陳奕迅

我掉 - 林海峰

17 度 - 謝安琪

So Dark...

I felt extremely depressed in the past couple of days. Some old glitches along the path of life resurfaced while new ones emerged.

I feel really lost and the sense of insecurity is eating me up inside out. I'm now at a place where I can't see the end of the tunnel, it's all so dark. Too dark.

Last night, I relistened to Martina McBride's version of the "Help Me Make It Through The Night" on her Timeless classics remake album. The acoustic arrangement with pedal steel solo, her intimate and vulnerable vocals were a perfect match for the mood of the night and how I felt.

Dark, dark, dark....

Martina McBride - Help Me Make It Through The Night (Live)

Yesterday is dead and gone,
and tomorrow's out of sight.
It's so sad to be alone,
help me make it through the night.





Photo Taken By: Dominic
Date: Dec 2007
Location: Main St. Unionville (again)